Hereby is my livejournal Friends Only :) I noticed that I feel better when some posts are FO. Fics, icons and silly things will still be public, but for personal posts you need to be my friend. I don't mind if you want to add me, but I rather have you first commenting here (:

<3 Cho

Here is my intro post.

If you're searching for my fics, you can look at euphoricfields.

~picture coming~

Think about the year that has passed. All the memories, the entries and posts that made the year special. Think about all your past layouts, default icons, mood themes. How about all those conversations you had via comments, or the huge post in ONTD that you spent all night commenting on. The 2010 Scrapbook Post is a way to help you remember all of that, in a single post.. 2010_scrapbook

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Guess what? I'm done with my internship! :DDD Whee, can't believe it, I'm DONE *____* Okay, so I do have to finish my report and I have to come back on Wednesday for my assessment, because my stupid mentor didn't have it yet (I was supposed to get it two weeks ago!), but other than that, IT'S FINISHED. I can't tell you how fucking relieved I am. I'm finally getting my life back! *_*

♥ About those papers I've been written for the past um, month? I finished them in time and handed them in :) I think I have higher than 5,5 (out of 10), so let's hope it's actually true XD

I also had my exams on Monday and I fucked up Law SO MUCH XD;; I should've summoned Shige to make that exam for me lol. Museology went quite weird, because I knew I could take my notes and laptop with me, but something went wrong, so the teacher told us it was okay to make it together with classmates XD And because there was no supervision, we totally used the Internetz too. So yeah, I think I won't have to retake that exam yay XD

♥ So, because about everything's done now, I'm also back from my unofficial hiatus :3 I probably really have to kick myself to start commenting, but no worries, once I feel a little better (stupid cold .___.) I'll stalk you so much you'll get sick of me in no time ♥

Fandom stuff:
♥ ksaldksaldka; D-MOTION PV and perf *____* I've been watching over and over, because OMG, I love it already. The song is so un-KAT-TUN-ish, but somehow I really like it. It's catchy :3 And Kame in the PV is HOT *_* And sakdlakd;adk;a Love Yourself PV *___* I'm really liking that song too. I wanna hear the full versions of both, but aures and me are waiting for the single to come out. When's it coming out again?

♥ Yamanade *______* OMG, I already love it so much. Escpecially Kame, my fangirlcrush on him has increased about a hundred times and I already loved him a whole lot XD Sunako-chan is also the most adorable thing ever (and I used to dislike her, because she's a Seventeen model and PRETTY XD), as is Tegoshi <3 Uchi reminds me a lot of Yokoyama in Yukan Club - am I the only one? And Ballet!guy is pretty funny too :3 Yeah, I'm really liking this drama, can't wait for ep 3!

♥ I FINALLY HAVE TIME TO WRITE AGAIN *_* That's so sldksaldks;a. I noticed my JEhols fic really is the last fic I wrote, so over two months ago. I already started on a Pin AU, which has been poking me for the last month, I'm so excited to write it, omg.

And of course there's kizuna_exchange now! I'm only a little blah over the form you had to fill out, because I totally confused two kinds of AU and picked the wrong one, the one I didn't want ): And I already started on an Akame AU during Christmas break and it's exactly what my recipient wants. So now I'm debating whether to just finish that one for her or to break my brain over a new idea. Thoughts?

Wow, long post is long XD I have so much to watch it kind of scares me, so I'm going to start on that now :) I'm think I'm going to finish My Girl first. Oyasumi!

Am now waiting till SMAPxSMAP with KAT-TUN is done downloading, so time for a little update :)

First! je_holiday reveals went up and it appeared the amazing acchikocchi wrote my fic :D I first didn't recognize her username and then I clicked it, only to find out she also wrote That TAY*J fic, that had me flailing all over (still XD) *___* I think that's reason enough for all of you to go read it, because lfksa;df;sad;a it's so good *_*

So, welcome, acchikocchi to my flist! :D Also a welcome to yuumei_nata! She was my recipient this year :3 You can find the fic I wrote for her here: Kamepi, NC-17.

To both of you: You can find my intro post here. Yoroshiku! :D

I didn't do much today, because when I woke up around 11 (after I woke up about 5 times earlier and fell asleep again) I felt so awful D: Good thing I was off work today. I got up anyway, because I wanted to work on my report, but that didn't happen :/ I went back to bed around 4, watched My Girl and then felt slightly better. I don't feel that well right now, but I really hope I will tomorrow, because I really need to work on that report X_X

And I snagged a fanfic test from Riha, just because:

Your result for The Fan Fiction Personality Test...

The Shipper

Slash, pairings and Playboy plot bunnies.

You are very likely female, and you very likely examine characters for their "slashability". Though you insist that your stories don't circle around love and sex between attractive characters, they do. It is also likely familiar to you that at a certain point in your story, a character (or more) discovers that he (and rarely even she) is gay, and starts a relationship with another character. Your fanfiction meets the taste of many, especially if your pairing happens to be between two attractive males that are straight in canon. You probably wrote something about Harry Potter falling in love with Draco Malfoy, Legolas starting a secret romance with Aragorn or Obi Wan being a sex sklave of Han Solo. If not, you probably still consider to do it.

Take The Fan Fiction Personality Test at OkCupid

It made me laugh so hard, because it's so true, even the Harry Potter and LotR thing XD Oh fandom, you never fail to amuse me xD

I wanted to say more, but I also want to go back to bed and that wins, so bye~

♥ Today, snow came down like crazy again O_o It feels like it's just not gonna stop. At 3 it didn't snow yet and at 3.30, there was about 5 cm already. I went home earlier, because the trains were fucked up again and it took me super long to get home. Had to walk too, because I couldn't cycle: too slippery. klsd;ak;ddklsa I want summer. Well, there might be a chance I can't go to Amsterdam tomorrow... XD

♥ I haven't been really commenting on your posts, sorry. I do read them all, but I just don't have time. I should be doing homework right now... I won't be around much for the next few weeks ): It sucks, but I just have to finish everything on time, so yeah~

♥ The new Bandage trailer is soooo pretty *___* I want to see that film so much, omg. It's going to break my heart, I'm sure (that scene with Jin and the whiskey bottle ;_;), but it looks actually really good. Why can't it play in cinemas here, I'd go like - 10 times or something.

♥ New KAT-TUN single! :D OMG, so can't wait. I'm really curious how LOVE YOURSELF will sound~ It does suck that only Kame and Jin get solos, because wtf, why can't T-TUN, but at the same time I'm excited we finally get Aishiteru Kara in a studio version :3 Arashi gets a new single too, so Johnny, NEWS single prz?

♥ JEhols reveals today! :D I'm really curious who wrote my fic, but I have a feeling she's on my flist, or else she wouldn't know Love, Actually is one of my favourite films XD;;

♥ I leave you with this song, which I found yesterday and it's gorgeous, especially the lyrics *___* Maybe I should download an album.



Oh, one last question: anyone know where I can dl Janiben? I watched some clips yesterday and I'd like to see an entire ep :D

Currently taking a break from doing my homework. I've been putting it off all break long and so I have to do everything on the last day before going back to school. Way to go, me! I got a bit panick-y this morning about all the stuff I still have to do, but Mum said it was okay to fail for my exams. I can redo those anyway. So the most important things are now my internship report and my Research report. I'm doing Research after this, but why does it have to be so hard X_X I hate that subject so much, omg.

Yesterday we went to Eindhoven to see my grandparents :) It was nice, seeing them again, because I don't see them very often~ Again a lot of snow had fallen during the night, but we went anyway. And because Eindhoven has a huge shopping mall, I went shopping :3 Alone, because my sis didn't come this time and shopping with onii-chan is so annoying XD But I shop alone all the time these days anyway. I bought some nice things on sale:

( Here )

Going back home took an hour longer than normal, because of the snow O_o There's about 20cm here now, that hasn't happened in a loooong time. This is how it looks now:

( Moar here )

It's said it will be freezing for the entire week, dnw D: What I also dnw is going back to my intern ship in two days. Only one more month, one month...

Think about the year that has passed. All the memories, the entries and posts that made the year special. Think about all your past layouts, default icons, mood themes. How about all those conversations you had via comments, or the huge post in ONTD that you spent all night commenting on. The 2009 Scrapbook Post is a way to help you remember all of that, in a single post. 2009_scrapbook

( Scrapbook )

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :DDD Let's make it a good one!

Aah, can't believe it's already 2010! Time's going so fast O_o

Anyway, yesterday evening was nice, I made sushi and it was so good *___* (even though it didn't look that great XD) and Mutti and me watched the Top 2000 (music programme) all night and then switched over to the BBC for Jools Holland :D We also wachted the fireworks for a while and they were very pretty~ I went to bed around... 2.30 I think and woke up around 1.30 PM XD;;

I think 2009 was a good year :)

( Here, here )

I hope 2010 will also be a good year or maybe even better, for all of us :3 I have some resolutions, like:
- Go out more and get a social life
- Worry less about stuff
- Don’t fail for my internship
- Have fun~

I finished up my Scrapbook 09 and here’s mine for 2010. I liked keeping one, because I can see what I’ve done in fandom XD I realized I rewatch/reread a lot, lol

Of course, I also have Day Zero Project now, but I’m still nowhere near 101 goals, so I’ve gotta come up with some stuff quickly XD

Day 01 → Your favourite song
Day 02 → Your favourite movie
Day 03 → Your favourite television programme
Day 04 → Your favourite book
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

( Under here~ )

Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy

I travel to school/work every day by train and I come across a lot of LOL!worthy things. Some of them:

01. A guy next to me was surfing the net and I accidentally saw he was posting on LJ XD;; Then he started working on fanfic (could be Nano too) about a girl named Selena with guns, for real face.

02. Two weeks ago two Chinese guys sat across of me and no kidding, one of them looked exactly like chibi!Koyama. He laughed the same and even had the hair, but his bangs were flipped to the other side. They left pretty quickly though or else I would've said hi ):

03. Tuesday, an incredibly hot guy sat across of me. Fuck, he was hot. Asian, with Shige!hair, a Kame!nose and he pretty much reminded me of Uchi *____* I was too shy to say hi (mainly because every time he caught me looking he gave me a death stare), but sdlakdl;ada, hot.

Tonight we're celebrating Sinterklaas, yay looking forward to it~ And today I'm really going to write fic. Since I've finished Hols, writing goes pretty well again, so yay :D No 10k fics for me for the next few weeks XD;;

Am staying home for the rest of the week, because my asthma is getting worse ): Going to to see th doctor tomorrow, because i can't breath properly. It sucks, it makes me so tired. Haven't done a thing today and yet I'm exhausted ):

JEhols is finished and sent it (: Already on Monday. Sooo glad it's done. I don't even hate it that much anymore, I like the ending. Now it's hoping the receiver will like it too~

Day 01 → Your favourite song
Day 02 → Your favourite movie
Day 03 → Your favourite television programme
Day 04 → Your favourite book
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book

Since I don't read much novels, it's obvious I also don't read non-fiction. Yeah, my books for school, but I won't recommend those to you XD;; I think the last book I read for fun was 'Taal is zeg maar echt mijn ding' about how Dutch people use the Dutch language nowadays. Loved it~

Day 15 → A fanfic

Yesterday I read this beautiful Kame-centric fic Sleeping Habits by littlealex. It's Akame friendship and so lovely. 12 o'clock 「When Zero Lines Up」 (Akame/Pikame) by nekomitsu is also gorgeous. I should read it again.

Also, I really love (like everyone else) Marquee by acchikocchi, but my favourite fic ever (I've probably mentioned this already like a thousand times >_>) is This fated journey by tatoeba.

Wallpapers :D Wow, it's been long since I've made graphics. Anyway, it's not much, but I do like them, so here they are~

[03] KAT-TUN wallpapers (1280 x 800)
[04] Yamashita Tomohisa wallpapers (1280 x 800)



( strangers, waiting )

School was fine today (: Quite useless, but it was nice to see all my friends again. I'm probs going to see a film with Gitta in a few weeks, so yay, social contact! :D Can't wait, I missed her (even though she still talks too much). I really miss my classmates and friends, I almost forgot how much fun it is to be with them and how much I can laugh with them, especially with Lisa. Lisa and I were kind of school!BFF last year, but because we're in different classes now, not so much anymore ): I kind of really want my intern ship to be over, so I can go back to school again~

Day 01 → Your favourite song
Day 02 → Your favourite movie
Day 03 → Your favourite television programme
Day 04 → Your favourite book
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took

Took this one in September (: Taken from my balcony. One of the few awesome things about living here are the gorgeous sunsets~ I didn't even edit this one.

( Under here, yo~ )

♥ I wanna give you guys Christmas presents, but idk what! I don't have enough time to write you all drabbles, let alone fic ): I want to, though, because it seems like a lot of fun. Maybe when I finish JEhols... But any suggestions? I could make you icons/headers if you'd like, because that doesn't take nearly as much time XD

And I finally got all Glee songs, yay :D Endless Love is sooo pretty. They make me wanna write cheesy Pin fic x3

PIN *___________* I am just so fucking happy right now ;_; They actually sang a song together just with the two of them. That has been like my fandom dream ever since I started liking Pin. And the song is so beautiful, as well as the lyrics. I don't even care if they sing off-tone sometimes, it's too beautiful <3333 Gah, TAY*J should totally happen.

I already missed a day XD;;

Day 01 → Your favourite song
Day 02 → Your favourite movie
Day 03 → Your favourite television programme
Day 04 → Your favourite book

Uhm - my favourite book~ Well, I don't really read that much nowadays and what I read are mostly chicklits and books where I don't have to do much thinking XD;; I just finished a book with 100 pages and it took me three weeks to read :')

But of course I really love the Harry Potter books. The fourth will always be my favourite, because of the tournament and the christmas dance and of course, the ending *____* I love all the angst and the ~tension~

I also love the Twilight books (YES, I DO 8D). I'm such a sucker for love stories, especially the 'forbidden' ones. Can't wait to see New Moon! I also like After Dark by Murakami Haruki, because it's so well - weird. Oh! And I loooove the Georgia Nickelson books (Agnus, thongs and full-frontal snogging), because it's so damn funny. Yeah, I know they're for 13 year olds, but I still like them. I've read them all, but I only own the first and the last four, so I hope I can get them all one day :D

Day 05 → Your favourite quote

"Love is the only thing that makes the world spin around. It’s weird. We have to call it “love,” because we have to call it something, but it’s not a word. It’s an energy. It’s an act. It’s an action. It’s a natural thing. EVERYTHING is love." - Jason Mraz

"It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is," - Jason Mraz.

"These violent delights have violent ends
and in their triumph
like fire and powder
which, as they kiss, consume." - Romeo & Juliet

The HQ of BANDAGE is finally out! :D I've been listening to the radio rip for weeks and to have it in good quality now is awesome <3 I love this song so much already and the lyrics are gorgeous, if not very hard to understand XD

Oh, and Pi's cons started (: It sounds like so much fun and I love that he had Toma over :D I really hope Jin or Takki (or maybe Ryo) will come as guests, that would be awesome~ Oh and that he sang to that girl is just so sweet, she is so lucky ne :D I love that he tried to please his fans as much as possible, he is such a good guy, I love him ;_;

Day 01 → Your favourite song
Day 02 → Your favourite movie
Day 03 → Your favourite television programme

Hmm, my favourite TV programme~ I don't watch much TV these days. Sometimes I watch Project Runway, sometimes a documentary and sometimes a random TV show. What I do watch on TV is Ugly Betty, which I totally adore, but it's not airing atm. Oh, and I absolutely love Ashes to Ashes <3 Idk if someone knows it here (except for maybe Vix & Pippa), cause it's Brittish (I watch a lot of BBC :D), but it's about a police woman who gets shot in the present and then gets send back into the eighties *____* It's such an awesome show, I hope there will be a third season~

What I don't watch on TV, but do download every week is Gossip Girl, Glee and LOST. Oh! That might be my favourite show :D I lovelovelove LOST, I've been watching since I was 14 and I still do. It's not airing now, but S6 will be aired in February, so I'm waiting (: It's the last season though *sadfaced* But maybe that's better, because the story is already almost at its end =)

Oh, and the other stuff I bought yesterday:( Here~~ )

Oh, I'm going to watch the Junior Song Festival now, it's already started!

Okay, so I'm at school now and utterly bored, so here's a post XD I will post tonight with flail about Pi's new single and some other stuff~ ...Actually, I just want to pimp my thread at the fic meme:

The JE Fanfiction Feedback & Concrit Meme
Tell me what YOU think of my writing here!

Please do comment, I'd like to know what you think of my writing (:

Also, about the Code Blue 2 news... I watched the first episode when I didn't know who Yamapi was and I hated it, I just couldn't watch it. I just hate medical dramas so much and if there's going to be a second season, that means I can't flail with you guys. The only nice thing about it is that Yamapi will dye his hair to black, but that also mean the poodle hair will return (really, which Japanese doctor has permed hair?).

Sorry for this rant, but I was really anticipating the Pin drama (yes, I know, rumors, but a fangirl can hope, right? XD) and I just don't want a CB2. Well, if it does happen, I won't watch.

I'm so bored ): Well, at least I wrote 1k for JEhols in the train (yay for bringing Shige-sama with me today) and hopefully I'm going to shop for new boots with Mum later today (:

Gonna try to do some homework now, byebye <3

Shige-sama is so slow today >_>

I wrote for JEhols this weekend and I already have 4k, so that's good :D But idk if I like it yet, because it feels to me that my writing isn't as good as I'd like to. If I read some stuff back, I go like 'hay, this is actually pretty good~', but these days all I write is porn or really boring fic XD Where'd my muse go? D: Maybe it's just because I'm really busy and have less time to write (only in weekends now). I hope it is or else I'm fucked XD Ah, I just wanted to write something really epic, I guess. Maybe next time ne~

Anyway, I stole a meme from tatoeba and crystallekil :D

( I'll make you bounce to this! )

Oh, btw, I finally watched the first ep of Samurai High School and it's hilarious XD zbnfvhdbvfdvfd Haruma is such a good actor and SO HOT as a Samurai, fuck *___________* Shirota Yuu as the shy loser is a bit weird, though XD;;

fvjfdbvfdv I have so many things to watch. My Girl (STILL haven't seen ep 3), Ohitorisama, Gossip Girl, You're Beautiful (I promised Ears I'd watch it. And hey, it has a GD look-a-like xD). But tonight I'll probably end up watching Project Catwalk XD

I don't look like a hamster anymore! :D It still hurts a bit on the right side, but this is the first day since the surgery that I can do without painkillers, so that's good ne (: Friday I felt really awful though; because of the pain I couldn't eat much and the painkillers actually made me sick instead of making me feel better D: But I feel a lot better now. I hope the pain will be gone in a few days~

Soooo, NWPD is out :D I've seen the first part and it was absolutely wonderful <3 I remembered how much I actually love NEWS.
But now MU doesn't want to do ANYTHING anymore. At least on Shige-sama (I finally gave my laptop a name XD), because on my old pc it works, only it takes 10 hours to download (I'm not kidding). So yeah, or I have to wait till it's officially released and then dl via MF, or someone could be really kind and upload it for me? ;_; I swear, I'd write you tons of fic and bake you cookies <3

Talking about NWPD, I did manage to get the PV's downloaded and fdjbvhdfbvhfd they are all amazing. ( Cut for spoilers, if someone hasn't seen them yet XD )

Uhm, what else? Oh, I wrote fic and there's one beneath I forgot to pimp. I'm busy with your requests, but I keep writing other things, sorry :X

And I feel somehow kinda sadfaced that Nano starts today and I have no time. I wanted to write epic film noir!AU, but I don't think it's going to happen XD Or maybe I'll write it, only not as epic.

Hi~

I don't have much to tell, except that tomorrow is Dooms Day D: God, if I even think about it, I get all shivery and emo. I REALLY REALLY hope they'll let me listen to my MP3-player or something, because NO WAY I'm going to listen to them -- I also don't wanna see a thing. bhfvvjubfdjvbfdvdf DDDDDDDDDDDDDD: OH GOD I'M SO SCARED. What should I do~ *runs around screaming*

Okay, I'm just going to watch Glee all night and tomorrow morning and then think really hard of Pi and Kame and Jin and porn with the three of them and hope everything will be fine. I hope. Oh God. *wibbles*

Also, today I was in Leiden visiting the intern place one of my group mates from school and while walking around, I saw this:

( Look and go 'eeeeeeeeh?'  )

See it? I almost screamed XD THIS ISN'T COINCIDENCE, THIS IS JUST PLAIN FREAKY. But awesome at the same time xD

Okay, off watching Glee and certainly NOT thinking of tomorrow.

EDIT: OH FUCK, I'M SO GOING TO CRY TOMORROW. D: is not even beginnin to cover how I feel right now.

I had curry with eggplant for dinner and it amuses me to no end. Why yes, I am twelve XD

♥ Continuation of my last post: I declined and now I have two weeks Christmas holiday. For some reason that doesn't make me feel better, only guilty. Wtf self.

♥ Yesterday I went shopping with Onee-chan in Amsterdam :D I tried to find a book on editing first draft novels, but I couldn't find it. Even the American Book Centre didn't have it D: I did buy a very long (and warm!) black cardigan. It's HUGE, but I love it <3 I also bought this cute headband (isn't it Blair-ish? :D)

( never stays long )

Oh, and a new face wash and daily cream, because because of this weather and the museum (the air gets controlled there; it's kept very dry) my face gets very dry. It better work, because it cost effing much XD

♥ bhfdvbhfdvbfhd LOVELESS *______* OMG, I love it, already. And I haven't even heard the whole song. Pi sounds different, like he got singing lessons, but I noticed he already sang better on the Koi no ABO single =) I love the beat and the piano. I'm going to be so addicted.
I'm also addicted to BANDAGE. The guitar in the beginnig, so pretty *_______* I can't wait for the real single, so Jin's voice will be even more clear <3

♥ Okay, so I got the S from drphoenix and damn, it was hard to come up with stuff O_o Anyway, here it is:

( she's certainly a hurricane )

♥ And I finally got twitter XD Add me if you have twitter too?

♥ Lol, I just realized I tag every single post with 'me' XD Well of course, it's my journal. I fail.

At the moment I'm at the Tropenmuseum, holding lunch break (I always catch up with my flist during lunch, yes XD). I have exactly 7 minutes to type this post, so here we go, lol.

♥ aures is not coming over this weekend ): Her granddad is very sick and can well - pass away any moment now, so I told her it's better to stay home. Of course, I'm a little dissapointed, since I haven't seen her since June, but I think it's more important she's at home right now. So don't feel bad about it, Ears. I love you, honey ♥♥♥

'Cause I have to get to the hospital next week, I feel a bit restless. But luckily Onee-chan is coming home and we're probably going shopping Friday, so that makes me feel a bit better (:

♥ bdhvbdfhvbfd BANDAGE TRAILER. Why has no one flailed about it yet? XD I've watched it like 5 times in a row, and OMG, I want to see it SO BAD. Jin is so fucking beautiful in it *_____* DO WANT.

♥ Watched Yatterman Sunday and it was probably the weirdest shit I've ever seen XD I laughed my ass off every three minutes, but it was still weird. It seriously had no plot and was it supposed to be a kids' movie with all those sex jokes? XD I did love the evil queen though~ I recognized her by her voice XD. Anyway: funny, but strange.

♥ When walking to the museum this morning, I saw a car with the number plate SX-TG-69 XD;; I DIDN'T MAKE THIS UP, REALLY. I would've taken a pic, if I wasn't already really late. Maybe the car is still there when I go home~

Ah, break is done. See you guys later, byebye ♥