Okay, this is going to be whiny post, so be warned XD
♥ First the not-whiny part: Yesterday I got my P-diploma~ First I went downtown, because that's were Gitta and me were meeting up. But I still got an hour and since the shops were still open, I went to shop for a little bit. I got myself new cute earrings and a necklace, the True Blood novel (well, part 1) and the new Teen Vogue with smexy Taylor Lautner (y'know, that guy that plays Jacob in Twilight) :D
Then I met up with Gitta to eat at a restaurant and then went back to school again (all dressed up, haha) for our Propedeuse. Mutti and Vati were coming too~ But basically, it was just a talk from some teachers, signing some papers and well - that was it XD It didn't take more than an hour, lol. But over all it was pretty nice =)
Now the whining parts:
♥ I quit my job today, because I can't keep up with school and internship
and work. The Tropen pays me more than I earn at my job, so money is not a problem atm. And really, I'm so tired all the time. I always have to work really hard at my job, so when I come home at 7 on Saturday, I'm always half-dead.
But here it comes: I can't quit right away, no, I have to work
until 1 November, because they're short on people and because apparently there's this term of notice of a month. So yeah, I'm stuck there for another five weeks D: This sucks SO MUCH. I just can't keep this up. But my boss won't believe me, she thinks school is less important than work. Well, fuck you very much, bitch.
♥ So uh - I didn't tell anyone this, apart from Fleur and Ears. I made an appointment with the doctor, because of my wisdom teeth. They won't come through. It started to hurt last year september and they're still not coming through and it hurts so fucking much. Of course, I went to the dentist a few times, but he said that 'it'll be fine'. But my jaw, neck, shoulders and head hurts all the time (not simultanously) because of those stupid teeth. So I made an appointment so they can send me to the hospital. I seriously DON'T want to go to the hospital, because I hate that place, but yeah, there needs something to be done about it, I'm afraid ):
On one hand, I don't want to go to the hospital, but on the other hand, it just hurts too much *feels really sucky*
♥ Okay, I've also been putting this off to say, but here it is:
I know I've already whined so much about this, but - I want a boyfriend. And I know you'll all be saying 'it'll come!', but really, I'm 19. I feel ancient. Guys don't look at me. I feel jealous of other people's boyfriends and that makes me feel like a bitch. I seriously don't know what I'm doing wrong. Maybe I'm Just Not gf material? I'm not
that awful, am I? ):
So, that was it. Sorry for whining so much, but I just had to tell.
Oh, and I wrote fic (while I actually should be writing for the fic exchange):
Akame - 505~